I have ouchies.

So starting on.. Saturday.. or Sunday maybe it was.. :/ The abscess area actually turned into an abscess.. :/ The area was soft and puffy..

So, Fredrik called the hospital today and got me an appointment for this afternoon (it was at 15.40). I had the same doctor as before, and the snobbishness was gone this time and he was super friendly. And the nurses were great, too. (Fine if you have to visit a hospital (usually never a good reason when you visit a hospital), but it helps if the staff is personable.)

And they cut me open .. without being able to numb anything.. :( And it hurt.. A LOT. They drained what they could - and he said that they might would have to do it again, but that I might would need anesthetic.. :/ Because it is so deep. So, he put in a tube, to let it drain - which also hurt.. :/ But they were pleased after the tube was in, because it started draining much more. So, hopefully I won't need anything further.. We can keep our fingers crossed at least. :/

I have an appointment to go back tomorrow, at 11.30, for them to check it and clean it.. not sure if they are going to take the tube out or not.. or if that will be later.

But it hurts.. :/ Difficult to sit. :/

So, Fredrik has to come home tomorrow to take me to the doctor.... again...
So, I feel like a bit of a ... pain in the butt (literally and non-literally speaking).. He has plenty to do for work in the morning, and I feel like I'm always causing problems.. :/

But Leia and I did well today, alone, for the first time. :/ :) She fought to sleep all night.. she just won't close her eyes.. :/ :) Not much I can do about that.. :/ :) But she slept okay today, although she wasn't too happy when I woke her up to change her clothes when we had to leave for the doctor.. :)
And right now she is fighting pappa to go to sleep as well. She closes her eyes, but she just wants to be held.. :/ And we need to do things, and she needs to sleep in her bed.. :/ :) It works eventually, just takes patience. :)