Bad night..

So, last night was pretty bad.

I slept for a few hours yesterday morning and got up for some lunch. And then got in bed for a nap but couldn't fall asleep. The pain being the same as days before. I got up at 18.00 to have a bite to eat and try to sit up for the rest of the evening (like the night before), so that I can fall asleep in the evening. The pain came and went, but definitely got worse as the night went on. By the time I went to bed, I was in dreadful pain. (I had stopped taking Tylenol - feeling that I've already doomed the Child enough with not being healthy.) I got in bed and started crying because it hurt so much.

I did eventually fall asleep - I didn't think I would with the pain.

So, I think we decided that I can't live like this, waiting for the pills. I know the abscess is not getting larger, but the pain is radiating more and more, and it hurts.. :/

Right now it is "okay" - pain is manageable, but it is always like that first thing in the morning, and then progressively worsens as the day goes on. So, he'll call Näl today and see what they have to say (I'm extremely curious as to what they can do). I've also become dehydrated, too.. :/ Even with all the water and juice that I am drinking, and that isn't good for Baby. So, we think I need to go to the hospital. No idea when I'll go, probably after he gets home from work some time.